Now for the update……I am glad to say that I lost 1 lb. over the last few weeks. I hadn’t lost anything and was definitely in a funk, but I think that funk is over! My exercising has been limited because of the swelling on the bottom of my right foot, but I did what I could. Unfortunately, it doesn’t feel much better, so probably a cortisone shot will be in order (HATE them).
My eating has been questionable at best over the last few weeks, but at least I didn’t gain anything. I will admit to having the occasional pity party for myself and indulging in some…..ahem….not so good food choices.
Then at last Friday’s wedding I over extended ligaments in my left knee. I would like to say it happened as I danced the night away, but the true fact of the matter is I stood up too fast in the restroom which resulted in a pain across my knee that almost made me faint. I really didn’t think I would be able to walk out of the restroom, but I did hobble. As soon as Dave saw the whiteness of my face, he came over and asked what was the matter. I told him while breathing heavily and he suggested I try to get outside for some air. Wow, the pain was excruciating. I did hobble outside and sat for a few minutes (of course through the pain I still called Katie to share details of the wedding and reception) until I knew I could walk again.
I did very minor slow dancing with Dave because of the pain in my knee. The next morning when I woke up, I had a huge swelling on the side of the knee and it ached. Dave and I had stayed down at the Jersey shore overnight and then took a scenic drive all the way up the coast on our way home.
Once home, I iced my knee both Saturday and Sunday. I called the Orthopedic doctor’s office on Monday morning and was asked if it was urgent or a follow-up. I said urgent and told the scheduler what had happened and how I felt. Guess what? Their first “urgent” appointment is next Thursday, May 26th. I dropped my jaw in disbelief and repeated that it was URGENT and was having a hard time getting around. I was told the same thing, Thursday, May 26th at 1:00. It is very apparent that health care is going down the tubes.
I hobbled into the gym this past Tuesday and through tears, told my trainer what had happened. She spoke with her boss who is very knowledgeable about sports injuries (I guess bathroom injuries too) and he had me put an icepack on my knee while I did upper body workouts sitting down. After I was finished he looked at my knee and described what was wrong and told me to get a new doctor! He told me to take a bath 2 times a day with 2 cups of epsom salts to relieve the swelling as well as ice on 20, off 20. I followed his direction as best I could (very difficult to sit with 2 autistic kids).
In any event, things in life are never going to be perfect. I know there will be ups and downs. It is important that I stay focused on the goal. I do feel much better than I did and look better too. I have a way to go to get where I want to be, but am confident that even when life throws me a curve ball, I will be able to cope and go forward. Just by losing the 1 lb. shows me I can do it.
Also, I keep telling myself it is 48 days until Paris! Definitely do not want to be a fat American woman in a sea of thin French women……………..